Since I cannot comment from here to your blog....
Bakit nga ba sinisipon 'pag umiiyak, ha Keiko? The reason for that only the Creator knows. Even if doctors and scientists tell you why, they can never answer all your questions.
I may not know everything, but there's one thing I do know:
A man who makes you cry is not worth your tears.
Buti na lang, he does not make you cry. The situation was the reason you were crying.
And it is very hard to escape from all situations involving love and an unborn life.
All things considered, you will get through.
I have. So will you.