Monday, September 26, 2005

longest post ever...

wala akong magawa, so i checked the friendster bulletin and decided to copy-paste all the surveys i got from my friends.... so here!



What if

1. what if someone ask u for a date?
--- nobody in his right mind will do that

2. what if that person is your ultimate crush?
--- impossible.... really...

3. what if nalaman mo na may anak na ex-bf/gf mo?
--- omg. im gonna be so freaked out! haha. yeah, right. ano naman ngayon, paramihan pa kami ng anak eh. =)

4. what if someone gave u 1 million dollars for a nude portrait?
--- it's gonna be one freaky nude portrait, with a lot of stretch marks. haha.

5. what if ung nanliligaw sau / nililigawan mo ay nagtxt na break na kau?
--- sus. ikaw na gumawa ng question na ito, naka-drugs ka ba? ang gulo mo eh.

6. what if umulan ng pako?
--- haha. eh di magandang panahon yun para magtayo ng bahay. libre pako.

Who's

1. who would u like to give thanks to?
--- God, Parents, Family, Friends

2. kanino mo gustong sabihin e2 "pls give me another chance.."
--- wala na. ayoko na.

3. eh e2 I dont wanna see u anymore
--- marami. kasi maraming siraulo sa mundo.

4. who would u like to be stuck in an elevator with and ano sasabihin mo?
--- ooh... that's a thought... i guess someone interesting... a friend, or Robin Williams, but if it was Robin, i guess the elevator will smell funny after we get off, coz of all the gas... you know how Robin is... he won't stop making you laugh until you fart well enough. haha.

5. To whom would u like to have a cup of coffee with?
--- hm... Peel Here... Bes... Chits... J...

6. sinong gusto mong maging presidente ng Pilipinas?
--- c Mai na lang.

Wheres

1. where do u like to get married?
--- if ever im gonna get married again, sa Caleruega... sa may Nasugbu. with only close people... in a simple veil-less gown.... hay... sana i could get married to the right guy again... tapos i will plan the wedding... my wedding wasnt planned kasi... biglaan...

2. where is your favorite hang out?
--- sa Glorietta ako madalas. sa Caleruega pag out of town... kaso lang i rarely do that anymore.

3. where was your first kiss (pang bf/gf)?
--- ooh... syet. where nga ba? i honestly dont remember... can u believe that? pathetic. i guess, i just shut it off from my mind... not a pleasant experience i think... or whatever... first kiss na lang that mattered, was in a moviehouse, watching Child's Play 2 (ages ago, huh?)... with my now husband... i swear, when we kissed, i felt like i could melt. as i said, that was ages ago.. haha.

4. where did u meet/see your ultimate crush?
--- ultimate? crushes are for the moment lang sa kin... my husband was i guess my ultimate crush siguro kasi i had a crush on him since i was in grade school... kaya nga napilitan yung ligawan ako eh... naawa sa akin... kaso lang pinikot ko siya, so poof! he became miserable... haha. pero ngayon meron akong crush... pero di ko sasabihin kung sino... nyehehehe....

5. where was the last time u were before fronting the computer?
--- in bed... i slept early... then the rain poured a little loudly so i woke up, and couldnt sleep anymore...

6. where did you spend your summer vacation?
--- hm... wala... bahay.. trabaho... ganun lang...

Whats

1. what gift did u receive in your last b-day?
--- by now, you'll know that i have a bad memory... i really dont have any idea...

2. what would u give to a dying friend?
--- wag ganon... i couldnt take death too well... esp if its a very good... very close.. friend... pagdadasal ko siya siguro...

3. what were the last words your ex told u?
--- hm... ingat? haha.

4. what did u say to him or her (ref. to ques. Number 3)
--- goodbyes make me feel stupid, so i kissed him instead, without looking at him in the eye... coz if i did... mamamatay ako right there and then.

5. what was the last gift u gave someone?
--- i guess it was a set of knives for my cousin's wedding... but i wasn't the one who bought it.. my folks bought it from NY and had it brought here. so i really wasnt the one who gave it... hehe.

6. what would u say to the one who made this questions?
--- wala kang magawa no? hahaha. thanks though. you gave me something to post. =)





1.) 2 TIMER ka ba?

haha. ewan. malamang... nah.... hindi rin... hahahaha....

2.) Paano ka mag-MAHAL?

hay... give it all

3.) WARFREAK ka ba?

depende. sinong aawayin?

4.) Ano ang karamihang FIRST IMPRESSION sayo?

mataray. childish. suplada. lahat ng nega.

5.) Mabilis ka ba magka-CRUSH sa isang tao?

kung ang criteria ay looks, syempre naman. isang tingin mo pa lang... pero kung ang criteria ay buong pagkatao, matagal...

6.) Ano ba TALENT mo?

type at 52wpm? haha.

7.) SELOSO/SELOSA ka?

pag may pagseselosan.

8.) Madali ka bang MAKALIMOT?

hahaha. sobra. ano nga bang tanong mo?

9.) Paano mo masasabi na TRUE FRIEND ang isang tao?

yung taong barubal, true friend yun. yung prangka at sasabihin sau mali mo.

10.)importante, FRIENDS OR LOVE ONES..???

both naman.

11.) Naniniwala ka ba SA LOVE?

yup.

12.) TELEBABAD ka ba to the max?

depende sa kausap. pag asawa ko, eto lang sinasabi ko:

-o?
-bakit?
-wala.
-hindi pa.
-tapos na.
-ayoko.
-hello?

bad ko di ba? pero pag si Mai at si Bes, mahina 30 minutes.

13.) Do you beleive in REINCARNATION ?

yes. for no reason at all. so don't ask.

14.) Iyakin ka ba pagdating sa LOVE?

grabe.

15.) May KINAIINISAN ka ba ngaun?

the fact that i'm married. not the fact that i have kids ha.

16.) San ka nakatira?

sa house ng parents ko. sa Pasay.

17.) HATE mo na tao?

manloloko... walang modo... iresponsable... walang sense kausap... hindi thoughtful... nananakit... self-absorbed... hm... sino kaya to? 3 guesses who!

18.) Ma-PRIDE ka ba?

depende.

19.) do you approve SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP?

ha? oo naman kung nasa tama.

20.) Are you a TXT-ADDICT?

dati. ngayon depende. wala kasing nagtetext sa akin na worthwhile. nyahahaha.

21.) Sinong MAHAL MO?

family... friends... kids... him...

22.) Last question, MASAYA ka ba ngayon?

depende sa klase ng saya... but i could be happier... things could be better... if and only if.... =)






What's the most annoying thing that's still stuck in your brain?
who sang Long As We Believe????

What do you want?
to kiss someone...

What are you wearing at the moment?
a tank top and maong shorts...

How many bucks do you have at the moment?
in my wallet, i guess i have 600 or so...

What instrument does your boyfriend/girlfriend play?
my husband plays nothing... well, er, except for his... uh.. u know... =)

Who do you love at this exact moment?
my kids!

Are you a geek?
supergeek.

When's the last time your boyfriend/girlfriend logged in in friendster?
ewan...

Last year's unforgettable event?
my birthday... coz i turned 30. yuck.

Who do you miss?
my parents... chits... a lot of other people.

Can you keep a secret?
lets just put it this way... i wont tell ur secret to people that knows you and you know... fair enough? haha. honestly? yes, i can.

Are you bored?
hah! yeah....

What else are you feeling?
marami... sobra...

What do you think of this survey?
ok lang...

WHAT WAS THE:

*the last movie you watched?
Perfect Catch with Peel Here....

*the last tv show you watched?
hm... kanina... i think i saw Wowowie in passing...

*the last song you heard just now?
i dont know the title... it's a little too metal... some punk has put it on outside...

*the last thing you got as a present?
hm... i can't freakin remember... bad ko no? hehehe.







FIRST

best friend: Maureen Glend Magtanggol (where are you?)

car: nyak...

date: hm... as in date? with my now husband. we went to Makati to buy a book according to him.

break-up: ooh... with who? haha. first break-up was in June of 1991 with my ex, Jun.

email address: atsee27@usa.net i think. my cousin made it for me.

self purchased album: yaiks... that's like too long ago na... cassette pa nun...

funeral: my grandmother is the first that i can remember...

pets: really mine? we call him Spiker (a Japanese spitz that my tito Deo gave me for my 7th birthday)... we got the name from a Nike calendar...

piercings/tattoos: piercings, sa ears lang... tattoos, i wish...

credit card: BPI from my mom. it was hers, and she gave me one, too, when i turned 18... she said for emergencies... i think i totally maxed it out then. hahaha...

true love: as in true love, huh? syet. si Ronald.

enemy: i first fought i guess with one of my brothers... but enemy? hm... do i have one? sana wala.

musician you remember hearing in your house: hah! the everly brothers i guess.. or Elvis Presley... whatever my Dad was listening to then.

CURRENTS

# of kids u dream of having: hah! (i have 3 now) i always dreamed of having lots of kids... if i were rich, i would have had them... but since i'm now ligated, i cannot have more... i guess i'm gonna adopt na lang if i ever became rich...

dream car: a metallic purple beetle.

mood: hungry. i havent eaten anything since lunch and its now 1 in the morning.

music: not listening to anything but the takatak of my keyboard...

taste: saliva?

hair: tied up in a bun.

longing: love... real kisses...

desktop picture: my mom walking on Sunset Beach...

favorite artist: Robin Williams is a genius... and Phil Collins.

book(s): Hope for the Flowers

color of toenails: ah... wala eh... i dont paint my nails...

hate: being tied.

What's in ur cd player: in my CDROMDRIVE, i guess its GTA. my son was playing kanina.

What color are ur socks now?: none. i always go barefoot inside the house.

What's under ur bed?: dust, i guess.

What time did u wake up today?: hm... around 8, i think...

Where do u want to go?: to heaven? haha.... for now, i'd settle for going to Batangas.... to chill out.

What is ur career going to be?: downhill? haha. ewan. im in a look and see kinda situation...

Where are u going to live?: if i were to choose, i'd choose Batangas.

LASTS

cigarette: Winston lights.

car ride: hm... in a taxi from Makati Med.

kiss: Anton, before i slept.

good cry: last week.

library book checked out: hm... 3 years ago... when i was in UP.. it's about Psychology probably.

movie seen: Perfect Catch

beverage drank: water

food consumed: rice and pritong bangus

crush: last? i cannot call him a last crush, kasi baka may sumunod pa sa kanya eh...

fone call: with Mai, after Bes.

time showered: as in shower? matagal na... di-tabo kami sa bahay eh, coz the water doesnt come out of the shower anymore... mahirap tubig sa 3rd floor...

shoes worn: my white sandals...

cd played: hm... DVD na lang... Peter Pan....

annoyance: being tied... being tied... being tied...

disappoinment: see above...

time wanting to die: months ago...

time scolded: nino?

shirt worn: this one?

website visited: blogger. friendster. yahoo.

word u said: wag maingay tutulog si mommy.

song u sang: long as we believe

ONE THING

I wish I had is: more money to send all my kids to a nice private school...

I have dat I wish I didn't is: a marriage contract.





Complete this phrase: "I could be.."
... like that.

DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT?
.... sure.

FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING WHEN YOU WOKE UP?
... what time is it?

WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE?
.... my glasses and my fone.

WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE TO OTHERS?
... i dunno. someone out there can maybe, be exactly like me.. who knows?

3 PEOPLE YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?
... family, friends, loved ones...

FIRST THING YOU WILL BUY IF GIVEN 1 MILLION DOLLARS?
... a bar of Snickers.

FAVORITE SONG WHEN YOU'RE SLEEPY?
... if i were sleepy, id not listen to anything.

ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER?
... people rarely give, so i give na lang.

WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
... my mom calls me Chinggai, my former students called me Teacher Ayschel, sa office it's Reich, sa calls at sa email it's Rachel S., sa ibang tao it's Rae, sa bestfriend ko its Bes, everyone else it's Achie, my dad spells it as Atsee.

WHAT ARE YOUR ASSETS?
... my kids.

MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED?
... Perfect Catch sabi eh.

INVISIBLE FOR A DAY, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
... hug someone from behind, smell him, kiss him, and tell him that i love him... now that would be surreal... but nice. haha.

STUCK ON A DESERT ISLAND & COULD HAVE ONLY ONE KIND OF FOOD FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
.... wag ganon... hirap naman non eh... rice na lang siguro, tapos huli na lang ako ng isda somewhere...

WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID?
... a teacher!

HOW'S LIFE TODAY?
... pitiful.

IF YOU'LL BE ABLE TO TALK TO GOD TODAY WHAT WOULD YOU ASK HIM?
... do u wanna have fries to go with that? coz i thought of bringing him the Chicken Breat Fillet sa Wendy's and ask him if it was a sin eating it all the time.





singit muna... this is funny... OUT OF OFFICE REPLIES...


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7. I've run away to join a different circus.





1.fave street food?
:: all those balls, but i rarely eat them (afraid of hepa B)

2.fave pasta?
:: pesto, carbonara, spaghetti...

3.fave food pag summer?
:: halo-halo syempre...

4.fave food pag umuulan?
:: tuyo, daing, gulay, manggang hilaw...

5.fave food pag nanonood ng sine?
:: plain popcorn and iced tea (plain kasi i dont wanna get my fingers all orange-y pag cheese)

6.fave shake?
:: mocha!

7.fave night-out drink?
:: tequila/margarita

8.favorite softdrinks?
:: im not much of a cola drinker... if i were, i'd choose sprite over coke, royal over sprite.

9.fave food pag nasa beach?
:: kahit anong inihaw.

10.fave food pag galit?
:: wala.

11.fave cuisine?
:: filipino pa rin...

12.fave dessert?
:: anything with mangoes

13.fave breakfast?
:: anything that my dad can whip up.

14.fave kind of chocolate? (s)
:: all of em.

15.fave food na iniihaw?
:: kahit ano basta may kapartner na manggang hilaw.

16.fave food na may sabaw?
:: sinigang....

17.gusto mong handa sa birthday mo?
:: ayoko ng party... if i were to have one, i wish it wasnt happening. haha. mas gusto kong lumabas na lang kasama a handful of friends and my kids.

18.best place to have coffee?
:: sa office early in the morning.

19.saan sulit kumain pag gutom?
:: sa house!

20.best palaman sa tinapay?
:: cheese!

21.favorite ice cream flavor?
:: rocky road pa rin. or mango.

22.milo or ovaltine?
:: milo

23.pagkain na hindi mo kakainin?
:: anything out of the ordinary... yung mga exotic.. ayaw ko.

24.lagi ka bang gutom?
:: yeah! super... para akong buntis...

25.san ka willing mag spend para sa masarap na pagkain?
:: kahit san basta gusto ng kasama ko. i rarely eat alone kasi. i dont like not having someone at the table with me... kakalungkot... gusto ko may kasabay....

26.anong pagkain ang gusto mo iuwi from lamay pero hindi pwede?
:: wala.

27.anong gusto mong pagkain sa lamay mo?
:: sana wag na lang... pero kung yun gusto ng maiiwan ko, the usual food...

28.anong food ang ipagdadamot mo?
:: di ako madamot sa food.

29.sinong kilala mong kain ng kain pero hindi tumataba?
:: hm... si Mai... konti lang siya pag tumaba... pero ang lakas kumain...

30.eh diet ng diet pero hindi pumapayat?
:: hm... mom ko?





1. do u believe in soulmates?
*** yes, for no reason at all... so dont ask.

2. why is it hard to let go of someone you love?
*** coz of love.... its hard to explain.

3. why do u cry after a break-up?
*** ano ba namang mga tanong to?

4. who will you choose: the man/woman who is the center of your world or the man/woman who gave the world to you?
**** who gave me the world siguro...

5. Are you good in hiding your emotions?
**** hindi eh...

6. why do we need to love?
**** oo nga... bakit nga ba?

7. Being single or being taken?
**** ngayon, id say single.

8. What's so nice in being taken?
**** its nice if you want to be taken by someone who loves you.

9. Being single?
**** possibilities

10. Ever cried infront of a bf/gf?
**** sobrang daming beses na.

12. Most painful thing said by a loved one?
**** "hindi na kita mahal."

13. Most beautiful thing said?
**** "dito lang ako."

14. Most painful thing done by a loved one?
**** marami... sobrang dami...

15. Most beautiful thing done?
**** gave me children.

16. how do you cope with a breakup?
**** cry. and cry. and cry. until i cant cry anymore.

17. Describe love in one word?
**** indescribable. if that's a word.

18. What's ur ideal date?
**** with someone you love.

19. How do you spend a day with a loved one?
**** talk.

20. Can lovers be friends?
**** maybe.

21. Is love lovelier the 2nd time 'round?
**** hah!

22. Are you the type of person who expects too much from someone?
**** cguro.

23. What things/qualities deceive you the most?
**** ako pa?! eh, easily deceived ako. im pathetic. im gullible. im worthless!

24. Do you believe that love never dies?
**** hah! naman....





1.Call me _____!

baby? hehe.... just call me by my name, kahit alin sa mga yun...

2. What color of shirt are you wearing right now?

beige

3. What Are You Watching Right Now?

this.

4. What Was The Last Thing You Ate?

rice with pritong bangus... paulit-ulit na mga tanong... mamaya meron na namang last movie you watched dito...

5. Do You Believe In Karma?

yes.

6. If You Were A Crayon, what color would you be? Why?

pink. coz i like pink.

7. How Is The Weather Right Now?

rainy day! can i have a star?

8. Last Person You Talked To On The Phone?

Ronald.

10. How Are You Today?

ok lang. nalipasan na ako ng gutom...

11. Favorite Drink(s)?

iced tea.

12. Favorite Alcoholic Drink?

margarita/tequila

13. Favorite Sport?

wala. i like to watch tennis, pingpong and basketball though.

14.favorite Hair Color?

mine. the salon calls it ash brown.

15. Favorite Eye Color?

hazelnut.

16. Favorite Band?

hm... The Creed.

18. Favorite Month?

December... Christmas!

19. Favorite Food?

basta lutong bahay...

20. Last Movie You Watched?

see??!!! Sabi ko sayo merong ganitong tanong eh! it's Perfect Catch!!!!

21. Favorite Day of the Year?

i hate Valentine's Day, My birthday... i like Christmas day... and eve...

23. What Was Your Favorite Toy As A Child?

my Barbies, i guess.

24. Summer or Winter?

winter... coz i haven't tried it...

25. Hugs Or Kisses?

hugs... coz it leads to kissing...

26. Chocolate Or Vanilla?

chocolate...

27. What do you think about loving someone who doesn't love you?

ganan talaga buhay eh...

28. What are the things that make you feel uncomfortable/angry?

uncomfortable but nice... when he touches me...
angry... when another he touches me...

29. Do You Think You're Normal?

hell, no!

30. Friends You Have Had The Longest?

Bes.

31. What Did You Do Last Night?

sleep?

32. Favorite perfume?

like the smell of Bvlgari for men and Kenzo for women.

33. Who Inspires You?

my kids...

35. Plain, Buttered Or Salted Popcorn?

Plain, as i explained earlier...

36. Missing someone?

sobra...

37. Who you gonna follow? heart or brain

i always follow the happiness of other people.





past

1. ilan na naging ex mo?
as in lahat? hm... i can only treat one as the ex... yung iba, i never really had them so they never will be thought of as an ex.

2.sino sila?
si Jun

3.describe them all in a few lines..
Jun is hardworking and thoughtful

4.bakit kayo naghiwalay?
kasi my parents dont want me to be with him... and then, Ronald sort of came into the picture...

present

1.how's your relationship with them now?
i don't see him... after the breakup, wala na.

2.are you in a relationship now?
yes, in a complicated relationship.

3.gano na katagal?
14 years.

4.mahal mo?
he's the father of my kids.

5.tingin mo mahal ka nya?
hindi.

6.san kayo nag meet?
dito lang sa street namin.

7.ano favorite nyo past time?
mag-away.

8.ano tawag mo sa kanya?
ronald.

9.ano tawag nya sayo?
achie

10.legal kayo..
sadly, yes.

future

1.what plan nyo ngayon?
wala.

2.gusto nyo ba mag stay dito sa philippines?
depende. try din sa labas. malay natin.

3.ilan anak gusto nyo?
3 lang anak ko.

4.are you married?
for 10 years, yes.

5.do you think this will last for a very long time?
i've had enough.






1. whose picture is it that you keep on your wallet?
naku, marami... my family!

2. what time do you go to bed?
depende... around 10pm usually...

3. what was the last thing you did before filling this survey?
slept.

4. who's the one you always meet the most nowadays?
Peel Here

5. who's the person you're gonna call if you need help?
depends on what my problem is.

6. what's on your mind just now?
ang haba na ng post ko.

7. who's number on your speed dials?
wala.

8. with whom do you wanna be to have fun?
Bes and Peel Here

9. what's the latest movie you've watched?
hah! here we go again...

10. when was the last time you went out?
kanina, lumabas ako... naghatid ako ng bata tapos nagbayad ako sa BPI.

11. what do you hate the most for now?
being tied.

12. when was the first time you slept alone?
hm... yesterday was the last time... first time? ages! i had a room of my own since i was a kid.

13. what do you wanna do for now?
kumain sana. kaso lang i dont think we have any food left on the fridge.

14. what do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?
work. go online.

15. what things could piss you off?
piss off one of my friends and/or family

16. fave pet?
Pong, my pet turtle.

17. colors that make you happy?
purple and pink...

18. most fave thing in your room?
the bed, of course.

19. what was the last thing you bought for your room?
uh.... the mattress!

21. do you cook?
depends...

22. miss someone?
super...

23. plan to buy something?
if i have the money...

24. are you satisfied with your life now?
... no.

25.do you like seafood?
yes!

26. breakfast or dinner?
i like dinner better. because i get to eat a lot. breakfast, just bread and cheese or egg.

27. what do you usually eat for breakfast?
see #26

28. did you eat breakfast today?
yes.

29. do you recycle?
minsan?

30. do you have a cellphone?
i have two.

31. what's your favorite fastfood?
kahit alin sa kanila... depende sa mood.

32. cats or dogs?
dogs... and turtles...

33. salty or sweet?!
pareho

34. city or country?
country.

35. what's your favorite kind of jeans?
the ones that fit?

37. are you athletic?
never.

39. would you ditch your friends for a date?
if my friends would understand, yes.

41. what do you wear to bed?
dati, i sleep naked. now, i wear something coz of my kids....

42. ever had a crush on a teacher?
hm... none that i could remember.. all my teachers were either married or bading or female.

43. coke or pepsi?
iced tea.

44. sugar or spice?
sugar

45. can you use chopsticks?
yes

46. do you like to read for pleasure?
of course!

48. have you ever fallen asleep in class?
not yet.

49. get a job or ask your parents for money?
ask! haha. easier di ba? pero now, i work... and when im short, that's the time i ask.

50. is your dad strict?
depends...

51. do your parents give you enough privacy?
yes.

52. do your parents trust you?
yes

53. would you trade places (in life) with your best friends..?
sometimes...

54. does your best friend get on ur nerves?
sometimes din... rarely.

55. any question u want to add?
do you ask a flower for advice?





1. Last fruit na kinain mo? bakit?
banana... yun lang kasi ang meron.

2. Last place na pinuntahan mo? ano ginawa mo?
dito lang. nagonline.

3. Last na kausap sa phone? ano topic?
si Ronald. ano gawa niyo? WALA. mga ganun.

4. Last na nagtext sayo? ano sabi?
si Anne Kulit. forwarded.

5. Last song na pinakinggan mo? feel mo ung song?
Angels Brought Me Here... yes.

6. Last na pinagalitan mo? bakit mo pinagalitan?
si Anton... ang kulit eh...

7. Last person na nagalit sayo? bakit?
si Ronald? kasi di ko sinabi na sisimba kami.

8. Last na softdrinks na ininom mo? bakit?
Coke... kasi yun lang meron.

9. Last color ng t-shirt na suot mo?
eto. beige.

10. Last na ka date mo? musta naman?
ang Peel Here... ok naman.... masaya...

11. Last movie na pinanood mo?
naman...

12. Last person na iniyakan mo?
hm... si Ronald.... again, and again, and again.

13. Last na binili mo? satisfied?
di ko matandaan eh. oo naman.

14. Last restaurant na kinainan mo?
Chef D' Angelo with Peel Here.

16. Last na tinawagan mo? bakit mo sya tinawagan?
si Bes... kasi pinagusapan namin si Sugar.

17. Last person na nakapagpakaba sayo? Bakit?
hah! si Anubis... tanong niyo sa kanya kung bakit... ayokong magsalita.

18. Last sports na nilaro mo? kailan un?
nakow! antagal na.. di ko na maalala...

19. Last person na naiisip mo? bakit?
si Anubis, kasi siya yung sagot sa last question... di ba???? hehe.

20. Last pc games na nilaro mo? ok ba?
hm... Luxor ata. ok naman.

21. Last website na pinuntahan mo?
friendster

22. Last job mo? musta sweldo?
before this? uh... marketing assistant... ok lang.

23. Last song na nakapagpasaya sa araw mo? Bakit?
my sacrifice... i thought of all the people that i considered as such....

24. Last thing na gusto mo magkaroon? Bakit?
last thing? hm... a digicam...

25. Last thing na gusto mong gawin pero di mo magawa? Bakit?
sabihin sa kanya na mahal ko siya.

26. Last time na nagsimba ka? Bakit?
Sunday... because it was a Sunday!

27. Last na out of town? saan?
hay... ang tagal na... di ko na matandaan.. i really need to get out more!

28. Last na gagawin mo before mo i close ang pc? bakit?
blink... exhale... haha.

29. Last na pinadalhan mo ng message sa friendster?
Yen, i guess. or Kevin, just someone who sent me a smile...

30. Last na minahal mo?
my kids...





FACT 1
Name: Rachelle Cornejo Delos Santos-Santos
Birth date: March 27, 1975
Birthplace: Manila
Current Location: 2451 Tramo St. Pasay City 1300... cge, i dare ya to hunt me down!
What are you doing now: answering this survey!

FACT 2: Your?
Most overused phrase(s): pakshet. ewan. hay... anoba?
Thoughts first waking up: shet, late na ba ko?
Best physical feature: smile
Usual bedtime: 10pm
Most missed memory: being in love

FACT 3: Preferences..?
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonald's or Burger King: McDo
Single or group date: Group
Lipton Iced Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Latte: Cappuccino

FACT 4: Do you?
Smoke: yes
Sing: yes
Take a shower every day: i take a bath everyday, yes. if its the summer season, i take 2 or 3 or 4. =) most often than not, i take it twice. if i was tired, just once. wash lang ng konti sa gabi...
Have a crush(es): oo naman.
Do you think you're really in love: kanino?
Want to get married: i already am.
Believe in yourself: I'm beginning to have doubts...
Get motion sickness: not really except when I try to read or text in a moving vehicle.
Think you're attractive: never!!!!
Think you're a health freak: no!!!
Get along with your parents: most of the time.
Like thunderstorms: who does? the weatherman?
Play an instrument: before i used to play the piano and a little of the guitar.

FACT 5: In the past month, you?
Drank alcohol: matagal ng hindi.
Gone on a date: no!
Gone to the mall: almost everyday last week.
Eaten sushi: hmm... last month yes.
Been on stage: what for? no! matagal na ring hindi.
Gone skating: i cant skate.

FACT 6:
Age you hope to be married: id love to be married again sometime soon... but to the right person.
Numbers of Children: 3.. i got 3... and i cant have any more.
Names: Anea, Dale, Anton. if i were to have another, id like a girl. and her name would be Enola.
Describe your Dream Wedding: Caleruega.
How do you want to die: with my eyes closed.
What do you want to be when you grow up: die a peaceful death.

FACT 8:
In a girl/boy you would want? a person? haha...
Best hair color: mine!
Short or long hair: is it for me? long...

FACT 9: List the number of:
People u trust in your life: with my life? Gosh.. Bes, parents, Scarface, Mai, Kuting, Anubis,
CDs you own: i dont like buying CDs... i like ripping and stealing and saving them on my computer...
Piercings: ears
Tattoos: none
Scars on my body: post-operational scars? i have had 6 operations, but only 4 scars... coz the other two was done on the same spot. other scars, i dare not count.
Things I wanna forget in the past: wala.

FACT 9: What..?
Music are you listening to now? none
What time is it now? 2:22am
What are the things you treasure the most? things? my fone i guess. coz i bought it with my own money.
What is your favorite subject? i hate Taxation. tsaka yung history and Filipino. i guess i liked the Humanities. and Psych.







*if I were a month I would be:
-- December

* if I were a day of the week I would be:
-- Sunday (bec there's no post of Sundays? hehe.)

* if I were a time of day I would be:
-- mornings. promise of a great day ahead... and evenings... a promise of a new day tomorrow.

* if I were a planet I would be:
-- Earth.

* if I were a direction I would be:
-- North.

* if I were a piece of furniture I would be:
-- a bed

* if I were a liquid I would be:
-- mercury. i could kill people. or water. for both purposes. hehe. but i like water most of all coz it gives life.

* if I were a tree I would be:
-- a coconut tree. a lot of uses.

* if I were a kind of weather I would be:
-- depends on my mood... i like rainy days, though.

* if I were a musical instrument I would be:
-- the violin.

* if I were an animal I would be:
-- a turtle

* if I were a color I would be:
-- pink

* if I were a vegetable I would be:
-- okra... yucky... sticky... and clingy...

* if I were a song I would be?:
-- sung?

* if I were a movie I would be directed by:
-- Peque Gallaga... kasi horror.

* if I were a book I would be written by:
-- Paolo Coehlo

* if I were a food I would be:
-- mangoes.

* if I were a place I would be:
-- Batangas

* if I were a taste I would be:
-- sweet and sour

* if I were a scent I would be:
-- plumerias... coz that's what i smell right now, thanks to Scarface.

* if I were a word I would be:
-- possibility

* if I were be a material I would be:
-- silk, too hot when its hot, too cold when its cold.

* if I were a body part I would be:
-- the mouth

* if I were a facial expression I would be:
-- blank.

* if I were a cartoon character I would be:
-- snoopy and be lazy. and when i think about something, i think about something stupid, but has a point.

* if I were a shape I would be:
-- a circle.

* if I were a number I would be:
-- infinity.





1.)wat song are you listening to now?
wala

2.) colour you are wearing now?
beige

3.)now, who's on ur mind?
him

4.)now, wat lyrics do you like so much?
marami.

5.)where do you feel like going now?
upstairs to sleep.

6.)wat movie do you want to watch?
the corpse bride.

7.)now, wat do you want most?
to gorge on something.

8.)now, wat are you eating n drinking?
none

9.)current mood right now?
missing people.

10.)when is ur birthday?
march

11.)where did you buy ur bag?
somewhere sa glorietta. it was on sale.

12.)where did ya buy ur pencil box?
how did u know i have a pencil box? haha.

13.)how was school today?
id have to ask my kids.

14.)worst subject?
taxation

- Past -

1.)last time you fell in love?
hah! everyday is a fall in love day.

2.)last movie you watched? with who?
hahahaha....

3.)last shirt you wore before this shirt?
uh.... the one i wore yesterday pa... ano nga ba? it was a frilly peach tank top.

4.)last thing you held?
the mouse

5.)last time you cried?
last week

6.)last place you went? with?
dito. sila.

7.)last dream
i dont remember

8.)last call you received?
ronald, kanina.

9.)last testi you got?
Anubis

10.)last message you got in friendster?
kevin, i dont know who he is.

11.)last sms to?
Kuting.

12.)last thing you did?
thought of what to answer.

13.)last present u got?
dont remember

14.)last present you gave to someone?
dont remember

15.)last issue u read in the newspaper?
i dont read newspapers.

-Love Life -

*who's the first person ya fell in love with?
hm. Jun.

*how many guys/gurls did ya like before ?
marami. like lang pala eh.

16. Madali bang mahalata na may topak ka?
di ba obvious?

17. Matagal ka ba maligo?
hah! sobra. sabi ng anak ko.

18.kumakain ka ba ng vegetables?
luvette.

19. Tamad ka ba?
depende kung anong gagawin. hehe.

20. nagpplaystation kba?
kung meron, oo.





1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at?
eh di mukha ko.

2. How much cash do you have on you?
around 600 bucks

3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"?
best, pest?

4. Favorite plant/s?
those that bear fruit?

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
hm... ronald. nobody else ever calls me.

6. What is your main ring tone on your phone?
its always on silent mode.

7. What shirt are you wearing?
a beige tank top.

8. Do you "label" yourself?
label myself as what?

9. Name brand of your shoes currently wearing?
im barefoot.

10. Bright or Dark Room?
depends. if im gonna sleep, it must be dark.

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
wala naman.

12. Ever "spilled the beans"?
kanino? maraming beses na.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
sleeping. dreaming.

14. What did your last text message you recieved on your cell phone say?
"May padala na buks sila Tita Neena d2." from Joanne... since they know that i love books, my cousin wants me to have her old ones... so there.

15. Do you ever click on "Pop Ups" or Banners?
nope.

16. What's a saying that you say a lot?
hay... ano ba? pakshet

17. Who told you they loved you last?
my son.

18. Last furry thing you touched?
secret. hahaha.

19. How many hours a week do you work?
40!

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
no need for films nowadays....

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
28-30... i have all my kids by this age, and met some truly inspiring and funny people.

22. Your worst enemy?
myself.

23. What is your current desktop picture?
my mom at Sunset beach.

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
hello?

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to erase all of your regrets, what
would you choose?
million bucks! i can erase my regrets with a million bucks! hah!


as if somebody read all of these.... hahaha....

what i did this weekend...

being a www addict, of course, all i did during the weekend was to stay online. i updated my Friendster and Hi5 accounts... created Friendster accounts for Dale and Anton... checked hundreds of emails from my friends and family... blog-hopped a little... and now, i'm updating my journal...

actually, i'm getting tired of this blog... again... i have been looking for other templates, even blog hosters... but this one still beats them in being the easiest way to update, and to edit the templates... Calliope at i.ph was also nice but it was too damn frustrating coz it's taking too long to publish, even just to open the site...

i dunno... we'll see what happens in the future...

it was kinda sad that i had to delete a lot of unread emails because most of them are only forwarded emails anyway... most of the emails are dated way back June, some i saw were March... how pathetic can i be? what i do see, is look at the subject, and if it was only a forwarded message, i put it off til later...

but promise, i read emails that aren't forwarded ok? haha... i actually miss reading emails from my friends, you know the type... the story-telling, the i-have-this-problem-can-u-help-me-with-it-making-me-feel-like-Helen-Vela type... but of course, if i don't receive those kinds, it only means three things--they've forgotten i exist, i give lousy advice, or they're just blissfully happy.

i'm rooting for the latter, coz i'm happy when my friends are happy.... and surprisingly, i feel more sad when my friends are sad. in other words, i'm too attached to friends than to myself. haha!

anyway, things are a little better these past few days monetary wise... coz my brother payed me his dues... but now, it's all gone, so i'm back to being a pauper... syet.

it's also a little better with regards to friendship because i got to spend the whole week with Peel Here, and we got to watch three movies--Cinderella Man, Dark Water, and Perfect Catch. I also got to text and exchange IMs to Bes, who btw, has a new boyfriend... shit, i'm so happy for her. Come to think of it, who needs men, when you have friends? haha. Noone, i guess. i think everyone needs human warmth once in a while.

I also got to talk to my parents via Skype and YM... and Scarface, too.

Which, incidentally, Scarface, God bless his heart, has offered to pay for my credit card bill for the meantime so i can breathe a little easily with my finances... he loaned me $500.00 for it and he promised to send it this week... sort of apologetic pa sya na hindi niya naasikaso last week... anobei... ok lang yun no.... ako pa nga dapat ang apologetic....

anyway, i dunno how on earth i'm gonna pay him back... but i'm sure gonna find a way... 500 bucks is too much of a Christmas gift. haha. I love you and miss you terribly, you know.

well, husband-wise, it's still the same old thing... wishy-washy, pants are all trashy. paiba-iba ang ihip ng hangin pagdating sa asawa, so i might as well just keep mum about all of it, for now. if u wanna ask me about him, send me an email, send me an offline message, text me, or somethin. haha.

anyway, it's a Monday, and i have to go to the bank and pay for my other credit card today... Archie, our helper, is on a seminar/trip for two days and won't be back til tomorrow, so i have to go out today and do some chores that she usually does...

see ya tomorrow, Peel Here. and God bless, everyone.

Sunday, September 25, 2005

help!

i found my songbook that i kept when i was in high school... i found a song that i liked then... i think i listened to it on the radio a lot of times before i got the lyrics... the internet wasn't that popular then... hehe... the problem is, i couldn't find out who sang it... no matter how much i scratch my head... i think it was a duet... if you know who sang this song, please let me know... thanks!



Long As We Believe

time leaves victims of us all
a window down the hall
opens the past and fading fast we used to be
you and me, as long as we hold on
to each other we'll be strong
there's no doubt about it
we're destined to belong

long as we believe
love begins with dreaming
never letting go of what we know
long as we believe
love can last forever
and together we can conquer all
we will never fall
as long as we believe

stay's a pris'ner 'bove the line
brings images to mind
that can be ours to close
a catapult to fly
so please, as long as we hold on
to each other, we'll be strong
there's no doubt about it
we're destined to belong

angels brought me here...

di ko na alam... ang gulo ng buhay no? ang hirap magmahal sa taong alam mong hinding hindi ka mamahalin in return... ang hirap din na umasa sa wala... mahirap din ang mabuhay ng mag-isa... at bumuhay ng lima pa ng mag-isa... mahirap magtrabaho para lang sa ikabubuhay at hindi na para sumaya... mahirap na ring pumasok sa trabahong matagal ng ayaw mo na... mahirap ding magdesisyon ng biglaan tapos alam mong walang kasiguruhan...

but even in life's complexities, i still find something to smile about... like:

talking to my folks at 10 in the evening...

talking to my cousin at 11:30 in the evening after my folks logged off...

talking to a friend about life and living...

going to the movies and pigging 3 tubs of popcorn with "Peel Here" (pronounced as Pel Her, since there's Tear Here... haha... Sugar thought of it.... nahahawa kay kuting.)

going to church with my kids (eventhough i was so stressed coz they were so kulit)

restdays...

finishing the revision of the email templates we use in the office...

the thought of roses...

and rainbows...

and unicorns...

and love.




para sayo:

i love you because...

...you make me smile.
...you're a little shy.
...you make my day.
...you listen to what i say.
...you text me goodnight.
...you tell me to sleep tight.
...you never ignore me.
...you try to be the best you could be.
...you smell good.
...you're the one who understood.
...you're simple.
...you don't even have a dimple.
...you're a little deep.
...you're someone i wish to keep.
...you make me feel good.
...you make me see that i should.
...you could see what i see.
...you know some things in life that are free.
...you love so deeply.
...you hurt deep down easily.
...you forget that i am here.
...you remember, however, in time when i fear.

I love you for a hundred thousand reasons,
But most of all I love you because you're you.

thank you for being a friend.... loving you gave me hope.



matagal ko na tong hinahanap-hanap...
at napakinggan ko na siya ulit ng paulit-ulit...

Angels Brought Me Here
Guy Sebastian

It's been a long and winding journey
But I'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces
Walking back into the light
To the sunset of your glory
Where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling
When I look into your eyes

My dreams came true
When I found you
I found you, my miracle


If you could see what I see
That you're the answer to my prayers
And if you can feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here


Standing here before you
Feels like I've been born again
Every breath is your love
Every heartbeat speaks your name

My dreams came true
Right here in front of you
My miracle


If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here


Brought me here to be with you
I'd be forever grateful (oh forever grateful)

My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle


If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here

If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

i want more?

i have been thinking. what could a 30-year-old mother-of-3 still want in her life?

I thought about a man... but even if i wasnt' happy, i already have one.
I thought about a stable job... but even if i wasn't contented, i already have one.
I thought about money... but i already have some.
I thought about good friends... but I already have plenty.
I thought about superb food... but Chef D' Angelo's Oreo Cheesecake is enough for me.
I thought about a house... but I'm already living in one for free.
I thought about supportive relatives... but I already have those.
I thought about loving parents... but they're just a plane ride away.
I thought about kids... but I already have 3 beautiful angels at home.
I thought about a career... but next year, I'm sure I'm gonna teach already.
I thought about quality education... but my friends are already complaining that I don't stop studying.
I thought about belief... but I already believe in one God.
I thought about peace of mind... and surprisingly, I came up blank.

...and then i stopped to think, more deeply this time.

If I have all the necessary things in life... why aren't I at peace?

Maybe, even if I do have the things listed, I may not be appreciating their existence well enough that I can't even find contentment in them. Maybe, even if I have them, I want more, and more, and more... that I find myself and things listed above falling too short for my expectations. Maybe...

...or maybe, i just think too much.

Monday, September 19, 2005

why i can't keep a man

maraming nangyari nung nawala ako sa mundo ng pagba-blog ng ilang araw... di ko na rin ikkwento dito kasi ayoko ng maalala pa...

naisip ko lang ngayon... why can't i keep a man happy?

isa lang naisip ko...

i might be... possibly... the lousiest lay a man can ever have...

pathetic, isn't it?

but i can't think of another reason.

so i'll just settle for that one, for now.

not unless, someone out there tells me otherwise...

Monday, September 05, 2005

unspoken

love need not be here always with you
to ease your pain, not be blue
he need not tell you how much he loves you
for you to believe it's true

heartache need not make you cry
for you to feel it's pain
it need not make you sleepless asking why
for you to feel you're just not fine

emotions overcome you
it need not make you understand
feelings are not something new
in life it goes hand-in-hand

hurt and pain is life
as is joy and laughter
tears you can just wipe
there are still happily-ever-afters

love happens in the heart
in the heart love can start
it need not speak, it need not shout
i love you with all my heart

hay...

another nakakainis na araw...

i forgot to pay my credit card bill early... talk about procrastination...

'nak ng...

i had the money sitting on my account... syet.

pero ang mas nakakainis...

i remembered it two days before my due date... i pay kasi using Bancnet Online.

So i tried, and tried, and tried some more.

But i cannot get through. the stupid computer kept saying that there was a mismatch or whatever.... Since it was a Saturday, and Sunday, I can't pay through a bank. i thought that maybe because my due date was a Sunday that they'd consider my payment today (Monday), because BPI have been lenient with their due dates and actually considers my last payment due on a Monday, if it really falls on a weekend.

i went to a nearest Bancnet ATM.

I tried, and tried, and tried some more.

The machine kept insisting that i have the wrong credit card number, where in fact i reread and reread the numbers that i was punching... again and again and again.

I called SCB and asked them if i was doing anything wrong, that maybe there is another number that i should be punching in... but i remembered that i have done this before in that same ATM and all went well.. the 'nice' git guy told me that i'm doing it correctly... that there's something wrong 'ata' sa Bancnet.

So, I asked the poor git guy if because of this i'm gonna be considered late... and he sympathetically said YES.

gusto ko sanang murahin kung di lang siya mabait.

Inis na inis na talaga ako sa SCB. First of all, when i got that card, I received a notice of list of charges that will be implemented starting, of course, the month that i got the bloody card. That's what you call hidden charges... but still, dumb as i was, i still used the card and actually maxed it out...

Then when you go over your limit, actually, it wasn't you who got over your limit but the interest itself... they charge you 500 bucks for it and ask you to pay for it immediately. Unlike BPI wherein if you go over the limit because of the interest, they make you pay for the amount that you went over for plus the minimum, without charges.

hay...

Bloody technology. Bloody Standard Chartered Bank. Bloody debts. Bloody hell.

i hate being poor.

a weekend of disappointments

i was on leave Friday and Saturday...

Friday, i went to PRC to get my Board certificate. No hassles on that day.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Saturday was my cousin Lexel's wedding... i was the commentator... i was of course, apprehensive of the task since i haven't done this 'speaking-in-front-of-the-public' thing for ages...

And just my luck, the misallette they provided me was all wrong... so a lot of blunders there...

what with not having anything 'formal' to wear...

and then, the worst part was, Ronald didn't come... so Anea and I didn't have a ride to and from... luckily, my brother recently bought a second-hand run-down car... luckily again, it still runs... barely. hehe...

we got there in time... but lo and behold... it rained. hard.

we didn't have an umbrella... so we were soaking wet when we entered the church... me, in my frilly, very pink skirt.

Ronald said he'll try to come to the reception... he didn't... according to him, he couldn't get out of work earlier...

so we didn't have a ride home.

luckily again, my aunt heard of it and had us sent home by their driver in their van.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Sunday, it was Anea's Family Day in school...

All is good, except for one detail.

Ronald, didn't come. Again. For whatever reason. He promised he would. But since promises coming from him are written in water...

After the event, Anea and I decided to go to Harrison Plaza to buy toys for her and her brothers because my Lola who came from the States gave them $10 each...

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

When we got home, i asked Ronald if he could accompany me to my cousin Judell's show at the CCP. It was a tribute to Kiokok.

He didn't want to. So, I took a taxi.

I was very disppointed to have to watch the show alone, but since it was ages since I've watched ballet, i was excited to go.

Luckily, my aunt and uncle was there, too.

After the show, which by the way, was out of this world, they treated me out to Rai Rai Ken and i ordered just the California Maki and a glass of Mango Shake.

And they brought me home as well.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Why was it a weekend of disappointments?

Because I felt like I was someone who isn't on anybody's priority list.

But come to think of it, even if Ronald wasn't there, I had some other people to take his place.

This goes to prove that even if I am not on anybody's priority list, I still am... important.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

a good friend of mine texted me while I was in the wedding asking if we could talk... since he was registered as having called me, i thought that is was thru the phone that he wanted to talk... so i texted back and asked him to call since i didn't have load at that time...

but, for some reason, he decided to text instead.

i have felt a sense of belongingness in him that i have never felt before in all of my friends... even if he is SENSITIVE and STUBBORN as hell, i dunno... i guess i still understand him.

he was feeling down and low... and i felt it, too.

the next day i texted him and tried to make him feel a little better, but he said:

"ang sarap magpakamatay, no?"

as if i didn't know that... me, being the suicide addict knows that at times when you are really feeling low, it's just so exhausting to think of going on...

but i told him:

"masarap kung talagang di mo na kaya... pero kung di mo na kaya, hati tayo sa dinadala mo... para kakayanin mo na..."

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

para sayo, kahit alam kong hindi mo mababasa to...

hindi ko alam kung ano ang problema... i am respecting your decision not to tell me... i know you have your reasons... i know that you are cautious, that you find it hard to trust people, even me... i don't blame you, coz even I betrayed ur trust when you asked me to stop doing something that I still am doing right now...

pero, alam mo na, sinabi ko na sayo lahat kahapon when i woke up... there's a strange bond between us that nobody, not even I, can ever explain... one thing i am sure of is that if you hurt, i hurt even more... without knowing why or how or until when...

ikaw na mismo nagsabi... i wouldn't know what the future will bring... so, please... hang on. ang problema, nalalagpasan yan... in time, makakalimutan mo rin yun... in time, mawawala rin yung sakit... just learn to let go.

marami pang nagmamahal sa yo... marami pang mga taong dadaan sa buhay mo... pati na rin ako, pwedeng mawala sayo... pero narito pa ang pamilya mo... narito pa ang mga kaibigan mo... mahal ka nila... mahal din kita.

cheer up... even for a while... makikita mo, good things will come your way... if you just learn to SEE and ACCEPT things the way they really are.

Saturday, September 03, 2005

survey says...

WHAT
1. ...bothers you right now?
that im gonna be commentator to my cousin's wedding later today, and i might make a blunder...

2. ... is(are)your favorite month/s of the year?
December... Xmas...

3. ... was your dream last night?
that i was playing Luxor...

4. ... is your greatest fear?
Death of my loved ones

5. ... was the best thing that happened to you this week?
Receiving suweldo kahit ANG BABA niya

6. ...are your goals right now?
to go abroad with my family...

7. ...can you promise to the one you love?
that i'd be loyal til he is loyal to me, too.

8. ... will you wish for if you have a genie?
have enough money to send all my kids to a nice school, buy a nice house, 2 cars, and need not work...

9. ...you did before answering this?
chat with Mai

10. ... did you last buy yesterday?
unscented lip balm from Godiva... much nicer than the other ones that i've used...

WHO...
1. ...is the one you're thinking of right now?
Bes, Mai, Dada, parents... what they are doing right now...

2. ... do you run to when you're down?
Bes, Mai, Chits, Dada, parents, kids, Archie... marami...

3... are the most influential people in your life right now?
my folks...

4. ...was the last person you went out with?
i don't remember... probably my officemates coz we are always together.

5. ... is the one you're missing right now?
my parents mostly...

6. ... will you call/text later?
si Dada most probably...

7. ... completes your day?
sending an email to my folks... eating!

8. ... do you want to talk to right now?
my folks...

WHEN...
1. ... will you take a bath?
after lunch...

2. ... will you watch a movie?
i'm not sure...

3. ... was the first time you fell in love?
years ago...

4. ... was the last time you went out with your friends?
can't remember

5. ... was the last time you said " i love you"?
yesterday...

6. ... was the last time you read a book?
yesterday...

7. ... was the last time you asked for help?
lagi...

8. ...was the last time you kissed your mom?
months ago...

9. ... was the last time you smiled?
kanina lang...

10. ... was the last time you cried?
a couple of days ago...

SidE efFecTs ...

nG mGa nAgtrAtraBahO sA caLl cEnteR..

may nag-send sa kin nito, dati kong katrabaho dito, si Nielsen..


1. dahil halos di na kayo nagkikita ng nanay at tatay mo, ang tawag na nila sayo ay "boarder" at sinisingil ka na nila sa upa mo! (uy magbayad ka!) -- di naman ako sinisingil..

2. pag sasagot ka ng telepono, lagi na lang may opening spiel... exampol: ring ! ring ! ....tenk u for calling, this is Rachel, how can i help you today? Pramis, nangyari sa kin to one time...

3. eksperto ka na sa power nap, yung mga 15min break nyo, itinutulog mo na lang...para fresh pagka-calls ka uli, maya na yung 1 hour nap... -- hahaha... kaya kadalasan, overbreak ka...

4. di mo na alam bumiyahe pag may araw, nalilito ka bakit andaming tao, at bakit di na dumadaan ang dyip/fx dun sa mga kalsada na 1 way.... -- buti na lang ako jeep lang...

5. sanay ka ng matulog na naka-aircon. -- hay... sarap...

6. sanay kang maglaka-lakad ng nakamedyas.-- sa akin, di nangyari to, kasi nakatsinelas lang akong pumapasok sa opisina...

7. ang tawag mo sa mga friends mo... dude, bro, coach, sup. --Sugar, Kuting

8. di na dugo ang dumadaloy sayo, kape na. nung nagpaospital ka ang nilagay sayo dextrose na my instant coffee. -- hahaha... korek.... at least kung maoospital ka, libre kasi covered ng Maxicare... 500T coverage namin dun...

9. sanay kang makipagusap kahit tulog... pagtinanong ka ng kahit ano, tama ang sagot mo... ummmm naghihilik ka pa hayup ka! -- hahaha... marami sa min to...

10. tadaaaaa! nag sasalita ka sa pagtulog mo, pati kols mo napapanaginipan mo, at minsan, sinampal ka ng kapatid mo dahil nagsisigaw ka ng SUP CALL!!! --laging nangyayari sa akin to, napapanaginipan ang calls, pero di ko alam kung nagsisisigaw din ako...

11. pumuputi ka na dahil di ka na naaarawan.--medyo

12. sanay ka nang matulog kahit maingay sa loob at labas ng bahay nyo. -- ay oo, grabe. pagdating ko sa house, walang hubad-hubad kahit sapatos... bagsak agad sa kama.

13. kinalimutan ka na ng mga kaibigan mo dahil existing ka lang pag tulog na sila. --true

14. sanay ka na sa mga prank callers at mga death treats na nakasulat lang.. sa dami ba naman ng ma-encounter mong ganito gabi-gabi sa trabaho eh. -- kasi naman di nagbabasa ng Terms and Conditions....

15. di ka na sanay sa traffic. papasok at pauwi sa trabaho walang traffic. --one of the perks pag graveyard ka...

16. di na tama ang oras ng pagkain mo. breakfast mo ay hapunan na. lunch mo sa madaling araw. dinner mo pag uwi mo sa umaga. pag Rest Day mo naman at natulog ka sa gabi, magigising ka pa din pag madaling araw na. iba na ang body clock mo. --syet.

17. lahat ng kasabay mo sa jeep pag papasok ka, pagod na. ikaw lang ang bagong ligo at bagong gel. --hahahaha... korek.

18. maski sa bahay, mabilis kang kumain. -- ako hindi... take ur time ako sa bahay...

19. nde ka na kilala ng aso nyo -- buti na lang wala kaming aso...

20. tawag sa auto mo ay taxi, kasi palaging gabi bumabyahe.. -- at wala rin akong kotse...

21. wala ka nang pakialam sa buhay -- noon nung graveyard.

22. nahihiya kang magpunta sa mga reunion lalo na't alam mong
successful lahat ng ka-batch mo. -- buti na lang walang reunion.. pero nahihiya, oo.

23. sasabihin mo field ng trabaho mo customer care, di call center. -- sinasabi ko eRep, para magandang pakinggan.

24. nasusuka ka na pag nakita mo ang pc sa bahay nyo.. --hahaha... indi rin... adik ako sa internet...

25. sasabihin mong tech support engineer ka, pero rep ka lang.. --sinasabi ko email rep.

26. pag payday... olats lahat sweldo ng mga kaklase mong board passer. (8 k per month l ang sila) isang kinsenas mo na yun di pa kasama komisyon na inaabot ng P20k.. -- not that much pero yeah, meron akong mga kilalang ganun...

27. pag day off mo n lang ikaw nkakapaanood ng Eat bulaga at MTB -- di pa rin ako nakakapanood.

28. Nde mo na kilala ang mga bagong artista.... si mahal at mura lang --sino yun?

29. nde mo na alam itsura ng mall... -- since morning shift na ko, mas kilala ko na ang mall, kasi lagi kaming napapadaan ng officemates ko dun.

30. di ka na maebs sa bhay, sanay ka na sa cr ng 5th floor or ibang floor. --oops! hindi pa rin... namamahay ang pwet ko... sa bahay lang talaga gusto... unless....

31. gusto mo na ding maglagay ng alcogel sa banyo nyo.. -- mas gusto kong maglagay ng unlimited tissue...

32. ayaw mo nang pumasok sa internet cafe! --meron naman kasi sa bahay

33. puro kalyo na wrist at daliri mo. -- sobra! ikaw ba naman ang sumagot ng 200+ emails a day...

34. sanay ka na ding mag Ingles... wow! (wew!) -- pag galit. nyehehehe...

35. maglo-lock ka ng pc kahit sa bahay na. pag pindot mo ng CTRL + ALT+ DEL iba ang lalabas at matatawa ka na lang sa sarili mo dahil para kang gago. -- hahahaha... happens to me all the time... meron din akong times na tumitingin ako sa kaliwa ko, expecting to see my call master...

36. sanay ka ng kumain sa harap ng pc mo kahit nsa bahay... --yep, yep!

37. papasok ka sa ofc na nka-jeans, tshirt and cap astig! -- at nakatsinelas...

38. mas malaki sweldo mo sa mga ka-batch mo, nagkakanda-kuba na sila sa trabaho nila ikaw petiks pa rin! --well, somewhat true.

39. puro ka-age mo mga ka-opisina mo, walang old maids and DOMs!! -- hindi rin, no!!! may mangilan-ngilan din sa min!

40. mabilis k ng mag pabili ng corn bits at chicharon sa ermats mo... -- sepsep mas masarap.

41. isa ka na rin sa mga nagbebenta sa free ads (you name it meron dito even endangered species) -- ay hindi naman...

42. pag nakakarinig ka ng Kaching!!! akala mo may mail ka na dumating. hehe. --hahahaha... kaya ako walang sound ang email application ko...

43. pindot mo ilong nung tindera kala mo vendo machine.... isa nga coke syet ilong pala yun! hehehehe... masama pa kung sa bumper na-pindot mo.... syet! -- grabe naman...

44. na inlove ka na sa kape... -- na minsan ay lasang giniling na popcorn na sunog...

45. madalas mong sabihin sa ka IM mo n "email chat n lang tyo" -- well, ngayon oo, kasi bawal na sa floor ang IM... sa bahay na lang...

46. sanay k na makarinig ng napakalakas n pag singa ng sipon... dahil sa japs.. -- not applicable...

47. marami ka ng naipon na microwavable container -- hahaha.. oo dati... ngayon hindi na...

48. at ketchup galing mcdo at jollibee -- very useful, op cors.

49. pag nagkukwento ka sa mga barkada jargon lahat. di nila maintindihan ang ibig sabihin ng ticket.. --at put back, at transfer, at RP.

50. bumibumili ka ng chicharon sa lahat ng sikyo na makita mo.. hehehehehe -- naman, sang call center to?

51. pag gumagamit k ng cr, d ka na nagpa-flush.. kc akala mo kusa n lulubog ebs mo. -- swerte niyo, kami faucet pa lang ang automatic...

52. sawa ka na sa internet kasi sa trabaho panay ang browsing.. -- hindi na ngayon!!!! syet!!!

53. sanay ka na ang katabi mo sinusurprise visit ng GF niya akala kc nambababae........ -- meron na ngang napatay dahil sa immorality eh...

54. akala mo mo may sarili kang locker sa bahay nyo..... -- wala akong locker sa opisina... pity...

55. at magtataka ka dahil hindi lahat ng hapon galit sa kumakain ng chicharon.. -- ulit, not applicable...

56. sanay ka ng magyosi o umidlip pag alas dos at alas kwuatro ng umaga -- syempre pa.

57. dito ka na makakakita ng gf, bf, or asawa. wala ka ng time maghanap sa labas. -- hahahaha... good luck.. buti ako may asawa na before pa pumasok... uso na rin sa call center ang kabitan... ingat kayo sa termination... hehehehe...

58. pag may problema ka sa pc mo, una mong ginagawa ay clear cache at cookies.. --expert na tayo dyan? hehehehe....

59. yung iba dito na nakakahanap ng kabit nila eh........ -- precisely my point with Number 57... magtigil kayo!!! masakit ang maloko.. puhlease...

60. nang ho-hoard ka na din ng tissue sa bahay -- hindi naman... sa office lang....

61. kala mo libre ang kape sa select... -- sa may South Super... hahahaha...

62. libre parking mo sa building, klasmeyts mo nagbabayad araw-araw ng parking.. hahahaha -- i wish! at i wish din sana may sarili akong sasakyan at marunong na akong magdrive....

63. pag nag cr ka...sanay ka na sa gripo na automatic at toilet bowl... -- sa faucet lang...

64. nag hahanap ka sa kapitbahay nyo ng mga hapon.... -- not applicable pa rin...

65. pag binabati... ano nlang, pag kinukumusta ka ng mga kabarkada mo,lagi mo sinasabi,"i'm doing great how about you?" -- hahahaha... exaj...

66. naka id ka pa kahit nasa jeep -- pucha, ilang beses nangyari sa kin to... syet

67. kaya mong tiisin na nde palitan ang damit mo ng 16 hours -- even more than that pa ko... pag restday ko kinabukasan nung GY pa ko...

68. pagtinanong ng mga ka tropa mo kung ano ang sinusupport mo... sabihin mo msn.com, askjeeves, lycos, angelfire... -- blogger, yahoo, friendster... hehehe....

69. kasi pagsinabi mong passport, di nila alam yun. ako nga dito ko lang nalaman na may ganun pala eh.. -- ako rin.. pero mas sinusupport namin ang pagba-blog hop... na incidentally, di na pwede ngayon, wala ng internet access.... or else!

70. ....yung uniform nga ng basketball may passport logo tanong sa akin nag-aayos kayo ng passport? hehehe anong travel agency? ayus! quote kita sa hongkong gusto mo! -- nyehehehe... Expedia ka, dong?

71. Nasanay ka nang may katabing TL na hindi umuuwi. pagpasok mo nandun na. pag-uwi mo nandun parin. -- maraming ganyan sa office namin... mga martyr....

72. kahit may malaki kayong speaker sa bahay gusto mo pa din naka-earphones! -- korek.... sanay sa office na habang nagsasagot ng email, nakikinig ng sounds...

73. pudpod na tenga mo sa kaka-pakinig ng paolo "payatot" santos -- di naman ganun ka-limited ang music selection namin sa office...

74. nung pinasok ng akyat bahay ang bahay nyo, nagsisigaw ka ng HACKER!!! HACKER!!! -- hahaha.. exaj ulit...

75. tanong na mahirap sagutin ... "pag-introduce urself na - first day sa SVI -engineering grad-" ..... em a nursing grad ;pt grad; engineering graduate. BAT KA NANDITO ?...walang choice kasi pinuputok ka na sa kakahanap ng trabaho di ka pa rin matanggap (well, di lahat) -- oo nga.. di naman lahat...

76. OO NGA PALA! DATI PAGNAGCOPY PASTE KA SA PC, GINAGAMIT MO ANG RIGHT CLICK, NGAYON, ctrl C AT ctrl V. -- ako dati pa... simula pa lang... mas madali yun eh...

77. nagkaroon ka ng galit sa mga kano at kapag nakakasalubong mo sila, iba na ang tingin mo na parang gusto mong magpitch at tanungin sila na "Mr. Smith, have you received the package?" -- or We apologize for any inconvenience. syet ka.

78. Pero tuwang tuwa ka naman sa mga mexicano at intsik na language barrier -- syempre... madami akong nase-save pag indian kausap ko..

79. dati 1 word per minute ka kabilis magtype, ngayon 2 words per minute. --hahaha... 52wpm ako.

80. kahit sa bahay, mahilig ka na mag chenes, chuba, chubaloo at charing... -- kasama na rin ang leche, chefar, pakshet, whatever, at kung ano ano pa...

81. sanay ka nang matulog ng dilat ang mata... kasi d pde pahuli -- at nakaupo...

82. lahat ng style ng pagtulog.... maiisip mo... -- nakatalukbong ng kumot, nakaupo, nakasunglasses...

83. lahat ng kaibigan mo may christmas vacation ikaw wala -- huhuhuhuhu....

84. habang umiihi ka may nagtatanong kung anong oras na -- hahahaha...

85. yung ex mo may kasama ng iba -- di bale, ex na lang naman yun eh...

86. lahat ng holiday pumapasok ka kasi double pay malaki ang bayad. -- korek... grab the chance... minsan papasok ka ng holiday, 2T sweldo mo for that day pa lang...

87. d2 ka n sa opisina nakabili lahat ng gamit mo..
-2nd hand celfon
-2nd hand pc
-sabon
-shampoo
-sapatos
-tocino
-longganisa
-hikaw
-magazine
-tv-ref
-aso
-libro
-tshirt
-pants
-pre paid card
-vcd
-dvd
-yema
-pati apartment d2 ka nakuha

--sometimes...

88. d2 ka na nasanay kumain ng pagkain na luto sa microwave -- hahaha... popcorn madalas sa opisina...

89. d2 ka na nakatikim ng kape na may ipis -- expert si Mai jan... sa pagalam kung lasa o amoy ipis...

90. kahit syampoo ng kabayo meron... hahahaha -- wala pa akong naeencounter...

91. gusto mo na den bumili ng water dispenser kasi pitsel lang ang nasa bahay nyo... --yung may hot and cold ha...

92. ok lang sayo uminom ng kape na may ipis kase no choice! -- kami merong choice, kasi meron din kaming ChocoGem... nyehehehehe....

93. dami mo na naiipon na stirrer(red) galing starbucks kakabili ng kape. -- marami kami nun sa office, no use sa amin ang maghoard ng stirrer sa Starbucks...

94. nasanay ka nang mgpadeliver ng pagkain. -- op cors...

95. nakakita ka ng artista na nagbebenta ng pgkain sa pantry. --sang call center to? hehehe....

96. dito ka lang makakakita ng pinagsama-samang tinda na: medyas, vitamins, christmas lights, cologne. yosi, siomai at lahat ng klase ng pagkain, relos, kalendaryo, stuff toys, make up, kikay kit,deodorant, kwintas, sasakyan, camera, video, audio, foot spa, milk spa, bags wallet, sinturon, mamon, hamon -- at celfone load...

97. d2 ka na expose sa tapa king, zuppa, yellow cab, jugnos, bermuda hotel's pancit canton, wendy's. north park, starbucks -- korek.

98. di mo ma-enjoy christmas party kasi linggo nila ginagawa, lunes may pasok ulit eh -- nyehehehehe.... wawa

99. ice tea ka lang, mga kasama mo.. beer!! syet! -- di pwede.. may pasok ka pa eh...

100. pasimple ka pang nag eemail at nagbubukas ng ibang windows, bawal kasi ibang website maliban sa monitor script at verizon.com -- mahuhuli ka rin ng IT pag sinipag silang imonitor ang logs mo... sige ka...

101. nanghihingi ka pa ng baon sa nanay mo kahit mas malaki sweldo mo sa kanya.. -- sobra naman to...

102. tapos yung fud magtatake out ka na lang. dito mo na lang sa office kakainin. -- syempre.. walang time...

103. kapag may national crisis at rally... di ka Makakasama... pakikinggan mo na lang sa radyo -- at dudungawin mo na lang sa office pag sa Ayala ginawa...

104. lahat na ng rason para umabsent nagawa mo na -- meron sa min, kasi walang pinto ang bahay nila.. o di ba? terminated ka ngayon!

105. dito sa opisina mo nararanasan na napakabagal ng oras! -- hay... sobra....

106. d2 lang ako nakakilala ng mga taong ang tindi mangarap... lalo na pagdati ng sa mga babae -- wlang masama sa pangarap... walang sirain ng trip ok?!

107. pantry carenderia! -- hindi na ngayon...

108. kapag may gusto kang bilhin... titingin ka muna sa free ads... -- syempre.

nabitin ako.. wala na??? hehehe....