Sunday, October 02, 2005

time travel

sleepy20 years ago...

30 less 20 is ten... hm... i would be in Grade 5.... i started elementary early... at 6 years old... i skipped pre-school and all that jazz... hehe... i would be studying like crazy... i would have had a crush on Patrick i guess... he was really not handsome but he was fair... and someone named Mario was having a crush on me... yey. haha.

15 years ago...

i would be 15... hm... i would be in 4th year high school... be busy in finding out what to take in college... i'd be going steady with June, i guess... and having a crush on Ronald... hahaha... sadly, i wasn't really happy in high school...

10 years ago...

i would be 20, i would have been miserably married, coz i was pregnant with my first-born, Anea... i would also be graduating from college, and working at FEBTC as a Customer Service Associate... i would have been in constant communication with Bes who i met first year in college... same godawful fate as mine... yers.

5 years ago...

i'd be 25... would have been working for Sto. Domingo... would have met a lot of interesting people, and men, come to think of it... religious and lay, both... met wonderful friends... would be terribly miserable because of Ronald... a lot of women, so little time for him...

3 years ago...

27... taking up my M.A. in UP, ata... hm... yeah, i was... Ronald told me he didn't love me anymore while he was crying the year before... and on the anniversary of the 9/11 attacks, i was on the phone talking to someone who resides in the south which i said yes to.... was superbly happy for 4 months of that year... met wonderful friends again in UP... and actually worn my house clothes to school... how cool was that? yeah. way cool.

Last year...

i was already working here in PS... answering hundreds of emails a day... also met a lot of wonderful people... handled a bunch of kids (and Tatang)--the email team... already talking non-stop to Mai... hehe.

oh, and i passed the Licensure Examinations for Teachers... yebah.

This year...

hm... still the email team... still Mai... but now, with the added attraction of Kuting... been in constant IM communication where i learned a lot about love, the Gods, and living with Anubis...

Yesterday...

slept... ate... slept...

Last night...

oh, nothing much... talked to Mai... went online... looked at the sky... missed someone... stopped the urge to text...

Today...

will not do anything but eat... i haven't eaten a decent meal for a week... i lose appetite easily this week, why, i don't have the slightest idea... someone told me maybe i was in love... yeah, right. as if u didn't know.

Tomorrow...

i wish i wake up early so i won't be late... kiss my kids... i'm gonna go to the office, delete SPAM, answer emails... i guess talk some more and laugh a lot...

Next year...

i wish i wouldn't have to leave, but i guess i have to move on... i'm gonna miss a lot of people... it seems like everyone is gonna leave next year... i dunno...

5 to 10 years from now...

hm... wish... that i am a successful person... settled... happy... truly, amazingly happy.... as if there is such a thing.... but optimism never hurt anyone, right? Ü

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