If I'd've known the way that this would end
If I'd've read the last page first
If I'd've had the strength to walk away
If I'd've known how this would hurt
I would've loved you anyway
I'd do it all the same
Not a second I would change
Not a touch that I would trade
Had I known my heart would break
I'd've loved you anyway
It's bittersweet to look back now
At memories withered on the vine
Just to hold you close to me
For a moment in time
And, even if I'd seen it coming
You'd still've seen me running
Straight into your arms
My dad sent me Trisha Yearwood's greatest hits via Pando. I love it. I know i'm not the country music type, but when i listened to the songs, the lyrics were nice... real-life love stories, i think.
Dale was unusually quiet today. I had to talk to him everytime so i'd make sure he's okay. I was preparing dinner, and I saw him just staring out the sky... he stayed like that for more than 5 minutes... I asked him why he was quiet, he said, WALA LANG. AFTER I'M QUIET, I TALK.
oh well, okay, i thought.
then we ate dinner. When he was about to go down to start playing the computer again, he came running back to the dining room, and lay down the chairs... I asked him why, he said CLOSE THE DOOR. I did, and I noticed he looked scared. When he finished eating and went to brush his teeth, he asked the lights to be turned on. He also asked me to stay with him beside the sink while he brush.
When all of us finished dinner, we found him curled on the sofa. I asked him why again. he said, there's something inside the CR.
I carried him to my mother's bedroom, and let him listen to the MP3 player til he fell asleep.
he was so scared i pity him. I told him there was nothing there. But he was still scared. i asked my kids, my mom, and the help if they said something or if he watched something on tv, they said no.
times like these, i wish i have lots of money and need not work so i can take care of him personally everyday.
i'm still waiting for you, my rich genie...
where art thou?
his teacher also told me about his rain instincts... along with Kim, his classmate with autism. I told her I already knew about it.
yesterday, the sky was so dark I was sure it's gonna rain... but Dale wasn't bothered, unlike before... so i asked him if it's gonna rain... he said NO without looking at me, and went down to play. Anea and I waited... after an hour or so, the clouds cleared.... IT DIDN'T RAIN.
it's good that Anea and I didn't bet on it.