Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Update

Since i already have the results from my biopsy, pumunta kaming doctor kanina. I was ready for anything. And since i always think negatively (para pag negative nga, ready na ko... at para kung positive, happy ako), and i saw the results already, i know what he was gonna say na.

what i didn't expect him to say was that the result now is worse than the last one. The last one said, i still have 40% of my kidneys. Now, it's 7%. Shockingly wide difference, huh? So, mali talaga yung biopsy.

This doctor kept on apologizing coz he thought he gave me false hopes. i have to tell him it's ok, that i just wanna start with the discussion of the treatment coz i was really ready for it. =)

so, this week, i have to go to another doctor for a minor operation for the fistula. i'm gonna have a 'suicide' cut?! but, it's gonna be vertical. i think it's for the vein to pop-out like Arnold Swarsziyucky, so they can stick needles better. hahaha. i really dunno what it really is for, but here's the picture:



di ko na lalagay yung actual pictures ng operation kasi mejo ew! hehe.

actually, gusto ko na lang nga talagang idialysis na eh... kesa ganitong naka-steroids... mas pangit ang pakiramdam... though getting stuck with 2 needles 2x a week is a bummer.

my mom felt a little better... kasi sabi nga ng doctor, i can live a normal life after i get used to the dialysis already... tsaka may night-time dialysis naman daw, and weekends... i can work na daw after mga 1 or 2 months na dialysis. that's the idea nga daw, so i can work!

isipin mo rin no? magdialysis ka, so you can work... so you can pay for your dialysis... hehehe...

it's a sick cycle carousel... but, hey, i'm NOT complaining. So long as i can go back to eating normally... looking normally. i'm fine.

may tumawag nga sa kin kanina eh... yung dati ko pang inapplayan na St. Bernadette's College ba yun... i forgot... they need an English teacher daw... baka daw next sem, perhaps? hehe... sabi ko, definitely. yey!

that's really what i'm looking forward naman talaga... teaching... so i can use what i have learned... teka, meron ba? haha... well, at least magamit ko license ko... which i have to renew na rin next year.

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i finished Season 2 of HOUSE M.D. yung Season 1 kasi na Disc mejo palpak, so i have to return it pa... i love the series and can't wait for the 3rd season... Sept 5 pa pala start yun sa US... yun nga lang, pangit ng cable namin, walang Star Network... so, maghihintay na naman akong matapos ang season para makabili ng DVD? wah!!!

5 comments:

  1. Guess...I want to hug you right now. If only I can really hug you, not for anything but for being so brave, I surely would. Yours is such an inspiring energy.

    You wrote this as if assuring yourself and your readers that everyhing will be alright. I have nothing else to say than--everything will be alright.

    May the force be with you.

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  2. i love HOUSE -- although im not able to watch most of it. wala kasing cable eh. Maybe i should ask my friend who has dsl to download... Ü


    Just stumbled on this blog. I don't know the story of your sickness, but i do hope you go through it fine.

    will drop by once in a while, ok? Ü

    (and i see in your sidebar gaiman links. coooool Ü)

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  3. @WS--mas hassle magdownload, kaya bumili na lang ako dibidi... napalitan ko naman, so ok lang... tuloy ang saya... tapos ko na siya... hehe.

    sickness--hm.. renal failure.. kidneys are goners and im now awaiting dialysis.

    by all means, drop in. =)

    @bananas--thanks... people like you make me stronger.

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  4. saan mo nabili yung season 2 mo?! big fan din ako ni House...season one pa lang ang napanood ko eh... take care and get well forever... luv ya

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  5. pong -- pasensya, ngayon lang ako nagbukas ng blog... sa makati cinema square, andaming dibidi don... muah!

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