Since i already have the results from my biopsy, pumunta kaming doctor kanina. I was ready for anything. And since i always think negatively (para pag negative nga, ready na ko... at para kung positive, happy ako), and i saw the results already, i know what he was gonna say na.
what i didn't expect him to say was that the result now is worse than the last one. The last one said, i still have 40% of my kidneys. Now, it's 7%. Shockingly wide difference, huh? So, mali talaga yung biopsy.
This doctor kept on apologizing coz he thought he gave me false hopes. i have to tell him it's ok, that i just wanna start with the discussion of the treatment coz i was really ready for it. =)
so, this week, i have to go to another doctor for a minor operation for the fistula. i'm gonna have a 'suicide' cut?! but, it's gonna be vertical. i think it's for the vein to pop-out like Arnold Swarsziyucky, so they can stick needles better. hahaha. i really dunno what it really is for, but here's the picture:
di ko na lalagay yung actual pictures ng operation kasi mejo ew! hehe.
actually, gusto ko na lang nga talagang idialysis na eh... kesa ganitong naka-steroids... mas pangit ang pakiramdam... though getting stuck with 2 needles 2x a week is a bummer.
my mom felt a little better... kasi sabi nga ng doctor, i can live a normal life after i get used to the dialysis already... tsaka may night-time dialysis naman daw, and weekends... i can work na daw after mga 1 or 2 months na dialysis. that's the idea nga daw, so i can work!
isipin mo rin no? magdialysis ka, so you can work... so you can pay for your dialysis... hehehe...
it's a sick cycle carousel... but, hey, i'm NOT complaining. So long as i can go back to eating normally... looking normally. i'm fine.
may tumawag nga sa kin kanina eh... yung dati ko pang inapplayan na St. Bernadette's College ba yun... i forgot... they need an English teacher daw... baka daw next sem, perhaps? hehe... sabi ko, definitely. yey!
that's really what i'm looking forward naman talaga... teaching... so i can use what i have learned... teka, meron ba? haha... well, at least magamit ko license ko... which i have to renew na rin next year.
i finished Season 2 of HOUSE M.D. yung Season 1 kasi na Disc mejo palpak, so i have to return it pa... i love the series and can't wait for the 3rd season... Sept 5 pa pala start yun sa US... yun nga lang, pangit ng cable namin, walang Star Network... so, maghihintay na naman akong matapos ang season para makabili ng DVD? wah!!!