Lately, I've been feeling sad and lonely. My kids are always fighting... Shouting at each other. I do not see love in them. I cannot see Anea or Anton taking care of Dale when I'm gone. Anea and Anton are very smart, but not amiable. Especially towards their brother Dale. I don't know why. Anton is clearly jealous of him for reasons unknown and maybe preposterous.
Of all the negative things I've experienced, I always tell people that my children are my strength. They are my reasons for breathing; but the way they are acting makes me feel so alone and unimportant.